Great day :D

Just a little down last night, and now I'm done.. :D
Rising up and shining more than ever :D Feels good :)

Having my "lil"bro staying here today until tomorrow, and we had a great brother-sister time :D It was about time acutally :D Good lunch, out for dinner, and something good to drink, music and lots of talking :) We must get better at that :) Tomorrow he's going to a friend of his before he go back home.. It sounds like he lives really far away, but its just a busride :P It's just that the bus doesn't go very often up there on weekends..

Strangely enough, NOT :P I fell alseep while writing and browsing the net last night :P Not anything new that is :D
But last night I had this dream :) I have had dreams like it before, but with new characters.. :D It just shows me that I deep down know.. I just knew..
So one is forgiven ( I know, I just don't wanna spend time on bad mojo (energy), I'm not that kinda person (: ) and forgotten, after searching my heart.. And there are ones that still lures back there :) But it may be to late.. I don't know..

Anyways..

Had a great time bro!! :D ♥

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Feeling stupid..
And I'm giving my heart to someone that actually deserve it, and someone who actually wants me and my heart for what I am, nothing more, nothing less.....
Guess it's over even before it really begun..
Why is it so, that I give so much love, so unconditional to whomever I care for? And I still don't regret it.. But so early, my heart didn't loose that much.. I forgive, cried, and now I shall rise yet again..
I just hope I find someone that actually want all of what I have to give...
I wish I trusted my gut, all the time..

I just regret one other thing.....Telling what I thought I had to... I regret that I told you so, it wasn't entirely true... I haven't stopped thinking about it since, or you.. But I guess I'm to late now.. I'm so sorry if I caused you pain....

:/

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If I were a goldfish... I wish there were another goldfish in the bowl...

In loving memory ♥

My post number 300 and I dedicate it to all those who died, those who got hurt, those who still are missing, and their families after the horrible incidents in Oslo and at Utøya 22.07.11

In loving memory ♥♥♥

Sunday

is the perfect day to relax :D

And I feel lonely.. :/

My dreams for sundays:

Waking up late, next to someone I love

Going around the house in whatever clothes you want to wear, or not wear ;D

Spending time, being family
Just being lazy

Do things you normaly don't have time to

Long walks, talking about everything or just being quiet together

Eat whatever whenever :p

Cuddle up at the sofa, watching a boring movie on tv

Playing boardgames

Do fun stuff together like freesbe, or crocket, or anything :p Oh OhOH!! Like POI :D 

Is it me?? Do I have stupid dreams??
If not? Why do I spend sundays feeling lonely..??

ps

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Yesterday I had this great dream!! :D I dreamt that I had a boyfriend, nameless for now, and that I got a present. And that present was just not one, but about 30 of them. 30 little presents that I at one time or another had wished for.. Like an calender, just that it was counting down to my birthday instead :D I like that idea :D Right now I just have one wish... I just gotta get a candle to blow out..
Well, guess I have to go to bed then... Even if I don't wanna... :/
           ♥

Be so happy..

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DO

MORE

OF

WHAT

MAKES

YOU

HAPPY

 ♥

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      ♥

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I wish I was 

cuddled in your 

arms right now.

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Just smiling :D

Sitting here, playing music & smiling :D Just being really happy :D But at the same time, a little bit mad at my self :p In that kinda-wanna-rip-my-hair-out-way :p But I just have to try to make it good some other way :) I hope ;)
You see, I got this surprise today :D


Out of the blue, not expected at all :) But it made me really happy :D But I was so surprised that I just didn't know what to do or say :p Stupid me, I should have said something more smart or something. And I didn't even look decent :o I didn't expect any visitors, so I was walking in these slack outfit and just looked shabby, I just know :o
But I can't do anything about it anyways.. But I'm still smiling :D
I think I just gonna take down some of the boxes and sit and draw a while.. I got clothes in the washer, so I have to put them in the dryer before I go to bed..
Besides, I've got a feeling that I can't sleep anyways tonight ;D
Hope you out there are having a good night :D
Lots of love     ♥

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♥

:D

; )

♥

♥

TA SJANSER

FORTELL SANNHETEN

GÅ PÅ DATE MED NOEN

SI JA

FORELSK DEG

SMIL TIL FREMMEDE

SI AT DU ELSKER

SYNG FOR FULL HALS SOM DU IKKE BRYR DEG

LE TIL DU FÅR VONDT I MAGEN

GRÅT

TILGI

FORTELL NOEN HVOR MYE DE BETYR FOR DEG

SI MENINGEN DIN

DANS SOM OM INGEN SER DEG

LEV LIVET

♥ VÆR DEG SELV ♥

2 day..

off to work then :D

:D

I'm smiling today as well :D
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Smiling, all the time :D
Got a little surprised today :D But nothing I didn't like :D On the contrary :D I just feel... soo... I don't know what to say :p It's soo... Hmh :) I'm all outa words :p That's rare :D I guess.... butterflies, is the best thing I can say right now :D     *Later peeps
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2 day..

.. I want you to give...

 

It makes people happy!! :D

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Mmmm, skulle ønske jeg var et helt annet sted akkurat nå : )
En ferie hadde gjort seg :D Utenfor landets grenser iaf.. :p Drømme reisene mine er LONDON, igjen!!! :D

Eller generelt England.. '-' Ehm, Island, Frankrike, Spania, Italia (Roma), ehm.., Egypt, det er så mange steder jeg har lyst til å reise til :D Men jeg vil helst oppleve ting, ikke ligge på stranda å late meg.. Pyramider, inka byene/ruinene, kulturer.. Ahh, om jeg hadde hatt milliarder, så hadde jeg vært på reise ofte!! :D Men jeg kan bare drømme :D Men jeg skal fortsette å være kreativ, og planlegge smarte ting.. :p Først, kvitte meg med mye :p Så til senere, go natt der ute ;D

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Sitting here, scribbling & drawing.. Trying to find ideas to turn into a painting or several :D

Long time since last now :D
Anyways, if anyone wanna come visit, I'm home :D

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2 day...

... I want you to..

 

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Do one good thing...

new day : )

: )

Love these litte things that make my day :D
I just gonna let things go as they come.
And perhaps I'll tell what's up :D
All in good time : )
But now....

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